#116: When to Stay, When to Go -- Let Difficult Circumstances Lift You Above Your Comfort Zone
ONE: What's unique about this podcast. TWO: How fixation on a teacher can blind us to the river. THREE: How society has distorted the word "guru." FOUR: The immense power of a simple smile. FIVE: Vernon Howard's definition of what it means to be wise. SIX: Freedom from hounding thoughts. SEVEN: Changing gears to rest and recreation, and how not to over-effort.
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Dear Tom ,Fred,
With lots of smile, I write this to congratulate you the way you brought it clearly that there are two & in my case many impostors that tell me I am wrong or I could have done this differently over & over endlessly & with ever increasing , shame , ridicule & fear .
The other part that I liked & you brought this out very clearly is when to continue , endure or flee. it comes so naturally & effortlessly to animals but I mess it up regularly
I am sure there is an effortless , purposeful life with love that I am suppose to live .This currently seems to be a far cry I am unable to hear my heart's voice & ever so supsect it is there
Writing, mulling it over, has created more difficulties than resolving - Still I am persisting
I am going through hell, physically incapacitated, mentally exhausted & emotionally drained with only emotions of anger, hurt & hoplessness inside me
what I mean is I have not lost faith in my God , in my belief that this cannot be the life
I am pursuing through what ever zeal remaining to do my best
I am over & over again trying to forget what should or should not have happened , forgiving myself for regularly hurting in thoughts & words the crime perpetrators in my mind - The misery has not ended for them or me -
I am all alone ,I am livinglife full of shame , of failing expectation ambitions & now I know hope that change in circumstances or area of influence will not deliver any thing , I have not closed it but left it to my heart's voice if & when can i listen - t will happen -
all Cures are available & I pray that my heart's voice say that I am doing my best , I have done my best , & rest in peace & happiness
I am sure with listening to super wisdom , working , catching thoughts in action , starting over & over again I will weed out the false self & become real.
I will understand the meaning of life , my purpose ,what is love, happiness , peace the right thought deed action come naturally . I will outgrow my needs of power, acceptance , man of immense talent ( funny - it sounds why i am not so & so, the powerful , the sexy etc when the news flash & see adoration all round - Smile - Oh My Lord help me )
I am sure you are with me in my search & I once again congratulate you on this pod cast & the magazine
With Love
Mahesh
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